[ York doesn't reply, just shows up in North's room a couple of minutes later. He never needs the lock code or permission to come in, so this time he slips in the room on his own just like usual.
But where normally he'd bound in enthusiastically, this time he hangs just inside the doorway with one of his hands in his pockets. He seems to be affecting an air of nonchalance, which of course makes him look ill-at-ease. ]
No, I wouldn't do that. If we were, were really together...together together...I wouldn't drop you like a bad habit. I'd talk to both of you about what we wanted to do.
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Have a good morning
Hope you're not too hungover
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Why?
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Why don't two guys that are at that high level hook up instead
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York, that's a whole other can of worms.
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Yeah, I mean. Yeah. That's why we never did before
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I just thought
[ York carelessly hits the send button while trying to backspace that last half a sentence. ]
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Is it just me or is this awkward to talk about over the phone?
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No, North, I don't think I could talk about this out loud rn
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I'm just
I thought we were closer than we apparently are is all
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But where normally he'd bound in enthusiastically, this time he hangs just inside the doorway with one of his hands in his pockets. He seems to be affecting an air of nonchalance, which of course makes him look ill-at-ease. ]
Hey. Sorry.
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You just going to hover that and make me feel awkward?
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[ He approaches, however, walking up to the side of North's bed. Both hands are now in his pockets. ]
Look. You can ignore the shit I said on text.
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York, have you been implying you want to 'blow off steam' with me because it's easy, or because you're, you know, interested in it?
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North, I just. I feel like you completely misunderstood me.
[ He seems about to put a hand on North's shoulder but hesitates. He's begun to flush red, too. ]
I wouldn't have said anything if I, uh...if I didn't care for you the way I do.
[ The next bit seems to burst out of him, rushed and nervous. ]
And I know I fucked everything up by telling you so, okay? I'm sorry. Like I said. You can forget I brought it up.
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York? If you hadn't seemed so chronically interested in having Carolina's babies, you'd have been in my bed by now.
[Yes, he's trying to make this slightly lighter. But it's really failing. Hangovers do that.]
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Is that a...is that a barrier for you? Like...it makes you not interested, or...?
[ York is perfectly capable of being in love with both of his best friends, thank you. ]
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No, I wouldn't do that. If we were, were really together...together together...I wouldn't drop you like a bad habit. I'd talk to both of you about what we wanted to do.
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